Week Two

This is the longest time I have gone without seeing my husband for at least 15 years.It is funny how the psyche copes with voids that are created in our lives. I am at times functioning very well - at least I think I am. And, life seems to have gotten into a rhythm.I no longer wander around the house. I am making lists and staying very busy. At other moments I am in tears and wish that Mike was here and we did not have to leave Eugene. But we are leaving and the day will come when we will drive out of this town and my beloved Oregon. But this week has brought me a new way of looking at things..if I have to leave then I am going to enjoy the remaining time that I have here. It's the least I can do! And, I have decided that once I get to Fargo I am going to enjoy that too. I am anxious to get back to being a wife to Mike. And, I want our life back. So, I am a bit more settled this week and accepting of being alone and having Mike so far away. Besides, my grandson, Ayden was born on May 3rd. I am thankful for him and I can't wait to meet him.